söndag 8 november 2009

in the end we all survive

They said " we are not dying, we are just living until we don't live no more"
before i can start to describe the feelings i have inside
please allow me to take a deep breath and get this tears dried
I entered a room full of death it was crowded and loud
The brightest light blinded my sight I've never seen people so proud
They were all happier than i had ever been and they smiled towards life
I could count their days with just one hand
one two three four five
Not all hands combined in this room could count my days
still I were the one who drowned in tears
They had fought to stay alive and they had no fears
They would never see the seasons change or their hands grow old
what difference does it make I'm alive but walking with a blindfold
They thought me what I've searched for my entire life without success
That i can't process in life less i access to gain progress
yes i confess, sometimes it's a mess and it's easy to get depressed
nevertheless i can not forget to always bless
Never had I seen people love as in the room of death
I could feel the love deep down in my heart with every taken breath
I understood that i could never love if fear was in my heart
And I was told that love and fear should always be kept apart
They said " we are not dying, we are just living until we don't live no more"
i felt like my heart was about to stop still i wasn't the one in need for cure
I wondered why i got to stay alive
I could count their last days with just one hand
one two three four five
I wondered why i got to stay alive
i was told that in the end we all survive
I left the room of death with so much regret
I sure was alive but i had never let myself to live
i thought i had to much to loose to give it all
but now i had a second chance to avoid to fall
I understood that i had lost love
missing the big picture not able to look from above
Never again would i hold in
i pray that i once more would feel love
i could count their days left with just one hand
one two three four five
When you have nothing to loose
it is only love and to love you choose
i was told that in the end we all survive
" we are not dying, we are just living until we don't live no more"
1 told me to never fear
2 said love is true
3 love will help you see
4 whispered; of love be sure
5 said
In the end we all survive
" we are not dying, we are just living until we don't live no more"
this might have been the room of death
but this was the people of life
one two three four five



9 kommentarer:

spokenmind sa...

Åh jag hörde dig i mitt öra nyss leverera dessa rader, den är verkligen tung!
Du borde spela in några av dina poesier som ljudklipp och lägga upp tillsammans med texterna när du postar på bloggen!

Kärlek i massor

aGape sa...

Haha jaaa hjärtat, det kanske jag borde...lr börja videoblogga! :O
öh no way never gonna happen!
men tack skatt för din underbara ovärderliga uppmuntran.

Anonym sa...

wooowww du är verkligen duktig, vilken talang.

Tonen sa...

If poetry was a religion,you would be its priest. At least its preacher making a brotha go" preach sista preach!"

aGape sa...

Anonym ; Tackar tackar :)

Tonen ; Amen brotha amen! Söt du är aziz, kärlek ditt håll!
1aGape

Anonym sa...

alltså jag tror att jag har läst i fem timmar typ. Vilka grymma texter och poesier. Skriver du allt själv?
Jätte bra verkligen,

Anonym sa...

dags att uppdatera missy! don't leave your fans hungry

S sa...

vilken lycklig man har äran att få så djupa kärleks förklaringar av en så vacker kvinna? Vart hiittar du all inspiration?

aGape sa...

Anonym1:
Wow, 5 timmar!? Vilken krigare, glädjer mig att du funnit mina dikter läsvärda. Kärlek ditt håll!

Anonym 2; Det kommer, det kommer... lovar att leverera snarast möjligt! Tack för ditt tålamod söt :)

S: Lustigt att du kommenterar på en dikt som inte ens är en kärleksdikt :) Mina kärleksförklaringar är till för alla som känner sig träffade :) Så, kärlek även ditt håll!

Tack för alla era underbara kommentarer, ni sprider så mycket glädje.

1aGape